The Pulse 49

This is my tribute to the victims of the Pulse massacre. I drew them all in charcoal on 18×24 art paper, and then embellished with vinyl framing to add the colors of the Pride flag.  The stories of the victims are below, in the same order as they appear on the piece (alphabetical).

1. Stanley Almodovar III, age 23. He was originally from Springfield, Massachusetts, and worked as a pharmacy technician. His mother described him as a happy man with a big heart; he would have turned 24 later this month.
2. Amanda Alvear, 25. She was a nursing student at the University of South Florida. Alvear was at Pulse with her best friend, Mercedez Flores, 26, who was also killed. Amanda’s Snapchat captured the sound of shots ringing out, the first such footage to emerge from the massacre. “I love you baby girl,” her sister, Ashley said. “You were and always will be my baby sister. I’m so heartbroken.”.
3. Oscar A. Aracena-Montero, 26. was with Simon Adrian Carrillo Fernandez, 31, when they were both killed. Montero’s cousin wrote in Spanish in a Facebook post, “Today is and will be as long as I live the most devastating day of my life. The day when, by the decision of another, my beloved cousin is no longer with me.”
4. Rodolfo Ayala-Ayala, 33. He worked at a blood donation center and earned enough to buy a home almost exactly one year ago, the Sentinel reported. “He loved to dance salsa and all kinds of Latin dancing,” a friend told the paper. “He didn’t even drink because he had a long drive home and always wanted to be safe.”
5. Alejandro Barrios Martinez, 21. Friends posted on Facebook that the Orlando Cuban community had suffered a huge loss. “He was a very special boy, like a brother to me,” one friend wrote.
6. Martin Benitez Torres, 33. He was a student in San Juan and was just planning to visit Orlando for a few days to see a friend. He loved to share videos with his family on Facebook and was known for his beautiful smile.
7. Antonio D. Brown, 30. He was a former student at Florida A&M University. According to the school, Brown had been a criminal justice major and a member of ROTC before graduating in 2008.
8. Darryl R. Burt II, 29. He was a financial aid officer at a local college who worked with military service members. He recently finished a master’s degree, friends said. “He definitely leaves an impression and had a big personality and he is missed,” the president of Keiser University’s Jacksonville campus said.
9. Jonathan A. Camuy Vega, 24. He was an assistant producer for Telemundo in Orlando. According to Chairman of NBCUniversal Telemundo Enterprises, Cesar Conde, Camuy most recently worked on audience development for the show “La Voz Kids.” He was killed alongside another NBCUniversal employee, Luis Vielma.
10. Angel L. Candelario-Padro, 28. He was a ophthalmic technician and studied in Puerto Rico, the Miami Herald reports. He described himself on Facebook as “an adventurous, easy going but responsible man that would like to live the life completely.”
11. Simon A. Carrillo Fernandez, 31. Carrillo and his partner had recently purchased their Kissimmee home, she said. Just weeks ago, they celebrated Aracena-Montero’s birthday there. He never forgot a birthday. For his McDonald’s co-workers, he brought in cakes and made sure to snap a photo to memorialize the moment.
12. Juan Chevez-Martinez, 25. He worked at Reunion Resorts where employees including a housekeeper said he was “very kind and loving,” according to the Orlando Sentinel.
13. Luis D. Conde, 39. Killed alongside his longtime partner, Juan P. Rivera Velazquez. In his social media posts, Conde showed off a joie de vivre and sense of humor; he also changed his profile picture in solidarity with the Bataclan victims last November.
14. Cory J. Connell, 21. He was a student at Valencia college studying sports journalism and broadcasting. His brother described Cory as being the family “super hero,” and an “amazing soul.” CNN reports Connell was at Pulse with his girlfriend, who survived the attack.
15. Tevin E. Crosby, 25. He was from Statesville, North Carolina, and studied business administration at Strayer University South. Described as ambitious and hard-working, he owned his own firm and inspired his siblings and family with his dedication.
16. Franky J. Dejesus Velazquez, 50. He traveled the world as a professional Jîbaro dancer. Originally from Puerto Rico, he lived in Orlando. A family member noted on Facebook, “What happened in Orlando affects all of us because it is an act of hate against the freedom to be who you are.”.
17. Deonka D. Drayton, 32. She worked at Pulse, according to an aunt who called her murder “senseless.” She is survived by a three-year-old she was helping raise..
18. Mercedez M. Flores, 26. She was there with her best friend, Amanda Alvear. She is described by friends as an “amazing woman”.
19. Peter O. Gonzalez-Cruz, 22. Gonzalez attended several schools in Orange County, including Liberty and Colonial High School. He worked at UPS in Orlando. “No matter what kind of day I was having, he always made me laugh,” wrote a former teacher.
20. Juan R. Guerrero, 22. He died in the arms of his boyfriend,Christopher Leinonen. Guerrero had come out to his family two years ago. His cousin said Guerrero was initially afraid how his family would react. “They were very accepting,” said Robert Guerrero, 19. “As long as he was happy, they were OK with it.”
21. Paul T. Henry, 41. A Chicago native and father of two—his daughter just recently graduated high school—was an expert pool player and loved to dance.
22. Frank Hernandez, 27. He had a younger sister. When Julissa Leal got a frantic phone call from Hernandez’s boyfriend on Sunday morning saying he’d been shot, Leal drove 12 hours from Louisiana to Florida to see her older brother, the Miami Herald reported. When she arrived, he was dead.
23. Miguel A. Honorato, 30. He was married, a hardworking father of three children, and lived in Apopka, Florida. He and his family own four restaurants in the Orlando area. He was at Pulse dancing with friends at the time of the shooting.
24. Javier Jorge-Reyes, 40. He was a supervisor at Gucci and studied tourism at Academia San Antonio de Guayama in Puerto Rico. In November, he updated his Facebook profile photo in solidarity with Paris after it was struck by terrorism. Jorge-Reyes’ coworker, Leonel Melendez, was also at Pulse, shot in the head, and is in a coma.
25. Jason B. Josaphat, 19. He called his mother from Pulse early on Sunday. She told him to hide in the bathroom, according to the Orlando Sentinel. Josaphat recently began taking classes at Valencia College and was interested in studying computer science. He was an Orlando native with two brothers and a sister. His family described him to the Sentinel as being quiet and helpful, and “high on life.”
26. Eddie J. Justice, 30. He was an accountant who lived in downtown Orlando. In a GoFundMe page to support his mother, the family describes him as “the life of the party,” and a “momma’s boy at heart.” Justice sent text messages to his mother during the attack on Pulse, saying, “He’s coming,” and finally, “I’m gonna die.”
27. Anthony L. Laureano Disla, 25. He went by Alanis Laurell on the drag scene. “Alanis Laurell was a amazing performer and a beautiful person inside and out. She will be missed deeply. You are now a angel looking down at all of us,” Drag Around the World posted..
28. Christopher A. Leinonen, 32. He started his high school’s gay-straight alliance. He died in the arms of his boyfriend, Juan Guerrero.
29. Brenda L. Marquez McCool, 49. She raised 12 children and beat cancer twice. She was dancing at Pulse with her son, who is gay, when the gunshots began. McCool died, her son survived.
30. Jean C. Mendez Perez, 35. He met his boyfriend, Luis Daniel Wilson-Leon at their place of work, Perfumania. They both were killed.
31. Akyra Monet Murray, 18. She is the youngest confirmed victim in the attack. Murray was hiding in Pulse’s bathroom and was on the phone wih her mother before the terrorist entered and later killed her. Murray was a standout basketball player at Philadelphia’s West Catholic Prepatory High School, scoring more than 1,000 points last season. Murray earned a full ride at a Pennsylvania university she was to attend after she graduated the Monday before she died.
32. Kimberly Morris, 37. A bouncer at Pulse, she had moved to Orlando from Connecticut. A former college classmate wrote in remembrance on Facebook, “KJ Morris you always lit up the room with your smile..
33. Jean C. Nieves Rodriguez, 27. He was a great person inside and out,” according to friends. His cousin’s wife wrote on Facebook that the families are are devastated by the loss. The general manager of a local store, he just recently bought his first house. “He was just a caring, loving guy,” one of his best friends told the Orlando Sentinel. “Just like a big teddy bear.”
34. Luis O. Ocasio-Capo, 20. He was a dancer. In November 2015, after the massacre at Paris’s Bataclan nightclub, he updated his profile picture to show solidarity with the French victims. A former teacher remembered him as “a ray of sunshine every day.”
35. Geraldo A. Ortiz-Jimenez, 25. He was in town from Puerto Rico for a Selena Gomez concert in Orlando. Known to friends as Drake, Ortiz-Jimenez was a huge fan of Gomez and often listened to her while working out. “We only got ONE LIFE!” he wrote on an April photo. “So let’s go hard ’til the day we die!”
36. Eric I. Ortiz-Rivera, 36. He was originally from Puerto Rico and studied at the Univercidad Central de Bayamon. Ortiz-Rivera was visiting Orlando from Miami and went to Pulse with a large group of friends—at least three of whom died in the shooting. His former roommate described him as “always willing to help everybody,” “always generous,” and someone who “sacrificed himself a lot for his family.”
37. Joel Rayon Paniagua, 32. He went to Pulse to dance just as he had many times before. A Mexican immigrant who moved to Florida at the beginning of the century before briefly returning to his native land was described by friends to the Sentinel as humble, cheerful, and religious. “He was loyal. He was always trying to do stuff to make you feel better,” a friend who met him at church said.
38. Enrique L. Rios Jr., 25. He flew from New York to Orlando for his friend’s birthday. Now his family is raising money to retrieve his body. When he wasn’t attending nursing school, Rios was working as a social worker for the elderly in east Brooklyn.
39. Juan P. Rivera Velazquez, 37. He was the owner of D’Magazine Salon and Spa. He was at Pulse with his partner of 13 years, 39-year-old Luis Conde, as they celebrated the birthday of a friend; both men, who were natives of Puerto Rico, were killed in the shooting.
40. Yilmary Rodriguez Solivan, 24. In a GoFundMe set up in her sister’s memory, Natalia Canlan wrote, “We went there for a night of fun and instead she paid with her life.” Sulivan is survived by her husband, Pito, and her two babies.
41. Christopher J. Sanfeliz, 24. He worked at JP Morgan Chase in Tampa. “He was so strong, and was my rock through everything we ever went through,” his brother Junior posted on Facebook. “He was the light of my family and I know that he will continue to bless us and his light will be radiating down from a better place.”
42. Xavier E. Serrano Rosado, 35. He had a son and worked at Disney Live! His little boy just graduated from pre-kindergarten this month. “I have no words to express how proud and happy I am of my little boy,” he wrote recently on Facebook.
43. Gilberto R. Silva Menendez, 25. He went to Pulse with Cruz, his friend, and was originally from Puerto Rico. Menendez was studying health-care management at a local university. “He is my older brother’s only child, and he was the light and the life of all the family gatherings. This all feels like a dream, and I’m going to wake up and he will be texting me or calling me to tell me he is OK,” a cousin told the Orlando Sentinel.
44. Edward Sotomayor Jr., 34. He was the national brand manager for Al and Chuck Travel, and known to friends as “very outgoing, very friendly.” One friend described him as “one of the greatest guys I’ve ever met. He touched so many people’s lives because he’s such a positive person. He would do anything for anybody.”
45. Shane E. Tomlinson, 33. He was the manager and lead vocalist at Frequency Band. He describes himself on Facebook as an “ordinary guy living an extra-ordinary life using my God given gift to navigate through this journey.” They could not find a church that would host his funeral.
46. Leroy Valentin Fernandez, 25. He was a leasing agent in Orlando who loved to dance, sing, and dress as Beyonce or Jennifer Lopez for crowds. “He sang Adele in the office until we couldn’t take it anymore,” his manager told the Orlando Sentinel. “It just feels very quiet, now.”
47. Luis S. Vielma, 22. He had visited Disney World hours before the shooting and posted a photo there with several people. “True friends who become family,” the caption read. Mourners on social media described him as “always happy and a joy to be around.” At some point, the vivacious young man had worked on the Harry Potter ride at Universal Theme Park, as J.K. Rowling noted in a tweet honoring him after his death, adding, “He was 22 years old. I can’t stop crying.”
48. Luis D. Wilson-Leon, 37. Died with his long-time partner Jean Carlos Mendez Perez, On Facebook, a family member of Wilson-Leon’s announced, “It is with a broken and heavy heart that I share the sadness the loss of my cousin, my love, Dani or Lestat Wilson and his beautiful light Jean, Naej Mendez. I don’t know what else to say. Just heartbroken, devastated, broken and feeling like this is some awful nightmare from which one will awake … Please hug your loved ones tight. Stop this violence. This madness. Love one another. ‪#‎Pulse‬ ‪#‎onelove‬.”
49. Jerald A. Wright, 31. He was a seasonal employee who worked at Walt Disney World. He went to Pulse to celebrate his friend’s 21st birthday, according to the Orlando Sentinel. Co-workers described him as “one of the kindest people you could meet,” and noted that he went out of his way to make international visitors feel welcome.

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The Pulse 49 This is my tribute to the victims of the Pulse massacre. I drew them all in charcoal on 18×24 art paper, and then embellished with vinyl framing to add the colors of the Pride flag.  The stories of the victims are below, in the same order as they appear on the piece (alphabetical). ” order_by=”sortorder” […]
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